still feeling yuck

what's wrong with me >< the last thing i remember eating before my stomach was being a bitch was pasta....there was nothing wrong with my pasta!!

i feel totally normal, except for the fact that im not hungry o_o and if you know me, im ALWAYS hungry. i had a sip of water and i felt like i had a huge meal.....eh

got our physics test back...81% :D happy enough, i mean cmon...its fcking MATHS. and i can hardly do simple addition and subtraction, gimme a break.

music was great as usual, we were re-judging house chorals with our own criteria and marking system. we were a whole lot more critical than the actual judges hahaha...looking at the actual score sheet, it was a pretty close competition :) so well done to everyone :D

xo

house chorals and etc

so last night was hosue chorals :D we came third lmfao...jamie won as expected, DAMN THEIR TALENT!! the only thing they didn't place first in was dance i think...

and from lack of sleep or the cold...im feeling pretty crap today, i had a headache all day and i feel like throwing up. ugh

xo

MATHS HATES ME

LIKE I SAID...I TRY SO HARD TO WANT TO LIKE MATHS BUT WHY MUST IT KICK ME FLAT BACK ONTO MY ASS EVERY TIME I TRY?!?!??!

barely passed the analysis sac (was it a sac? damn)....and by barely i mean 15.5/30. yeah thats right, half a mark over fail :) thats the positive side i guess, the fact that i didn't fail =__= min was sitting there next to me exploding cause she lost ONE mark. i suppose the expectations are different but cmon...being  a little considerate to your mentally challenged friend(s) would be nicer. so now im studying my brains out and its driving me insane. gonna take a break from it all and watch desperate housewives...i swear to god the day just flew past =/ i've done nothing but maths and piano for 4 hours, jesus

ok fine, so i was on the net in between bits and pieces. someone pull my internet plug =__=

xo

work experience x_x

so erika and i went out to mc today to go watch jumper :) which was fairly good, not as shit as the reviews say haha. afterwards, we went to myer to finally get erika new headphones lmao :P can't believe they didnt have them...they had remote control somethingorother.....but we checked out the macbook air and the ipod touch :D i really want an ipod touch now haha!! the macbook air isn't all that great, and neither is the macbook pro to be honest...happy with my little macbook baby <3

so we went to target to get headphones and they had them :D so erika can finally stop using jackie/mins headphones (ew) :)

then we went to the arts centre to ask about work experience...apparently no one works there on sundays (err, then who the heck was a talking to? SOMEONE WHO WORKED THERE =___=) so i got their number and i guess i'll call tomorrow. then we walked a HUGE circle round to the aquarium, and all their placements were filled since last year, so we failed at that :( looks like i'll be cleaning toilets or making beds or something...sigh

then as usual we played pool at barcode (mike's table is still lightless) and we were pretty crap hahaha. it was funny, cause we'd do a REALLY awesome looking shot.....but then the white ball dies hahahaha

anyways, thats it for the weekend =__= house chorals coming up on wednesday, more rehearsals to wake up in the morning to

xo 

songs in my pockets - bethany joy lenz

i love this song :) makes me feel happy. gonna put it on repeat for a while yay

and so begins the obsession with fairy bread...

xo

volleyball

sam: I'M OPEN I'M OPEN!!
min: *does a shit shot*
sam: I'M O...ahh what was THAT?!

hahahhaha. busted the muscles and capillaries in my right arm, owch hahaha

gotta start looking around for work experience, might go out sunday to the arts centre to see if i can get a placement there...

chorals rehearsal again tomorrow morning, goodnight

xo

getting my head around it all

its the best feeling in the world to unload everything on your mind to someone...and to have that weird trust feeling going on as well o_o so now i'm feeling lighter and happier :)

you know what...i just do NOT understand maths. im trying SO FREAKING HARD to WANT to like it and be good at it but it REALLY LIKES TO PLAY HARD TO GET =______= i feel like every single question we get for homework i have to go running to min about it because its messing up my head. there's no way i can possibly do methods 3/4 next year, but theres not a chance in hell am i gonna repeat 1/2!! nor will i leave it hanging for a year til year 12...screwed if i do, screwed if i dont. ughhhhhh

haha, this blog used to be a place to record events, but now its just a place to bitch

ohh and speaking of bitches, i got a hater on youtube today :P "you're an ugly skank with a fake accent"...turns out this person's french and hates all asians and aussies. its quite exciting getting a hater isnt it :)

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STOP jesus christ........

i am yet again so over school

i wish everything would just leave me alone for a day...i try so hard to get everything done, but then school catches up to me and i get squashed again =__=

and my brain keeps thinking unnecessary thoughts (not in that way, gosh) and i will one day explode from too much thinking....its nice to let it out once in a while (thanks friends) and have weird d&m chats at lunch/ethics about jesus

ugh back to work

xo

oh the unfairness of it all

why must the weekends go by so fast...how is that fair?! HOWW??
i woke up wanting to sleep more. great start to the day =__= spent a lot of time today just waffling around trying to get things done, which resulted into getting nothing done. attempted to do some jap vocab, but all i've done is learn the words i already knew. attempted to do some maths, but all i did was fix 2 of yesterdays questions with the help of min (and a phone that ran out of batteries). attempted english and im planning on finishing that at lunch. not even gonna look at bs or science, asdlfkjhluafjn.

and i still gotta practise flute for my orchestra audition tomorrow (screwed there) and piano as usual. meaning i didn't get to watch SYTYCD, and its a SUNDAY. gosh.

why can't i be 12 again.

xo

yucky

so yesterday we had PE for like, half an hour cause there was an ex year 12's return assembly that started early....we only got to do some long jump and a sprint but DAMN am i sore today!!! jesus fricken christ, i didn't move all that much...it was the lack of stretching, cause erika and leah are worse off :P amanda is totally fine cause she stretched...smart girl grr

oh and yesterday was valentines day. man, valentines really messes around with people's heads =/ aside from a lot of confusion around 2 particular people *cough* it was a pretty fun day :) emma and amanda made me cards, and leah gave me and erika a rose to share. which i took home :P

today was pretty crap. i was so fricken tired in the morning, and i had to sit through double business studies trying to stay awake...maths and ethics was equally as boring, and i had serious issues trying to remember maths from last year. like, the entire class understood what the hell was going on and i was sitting there about to die from confusion and sleep deprivation. chorals instrumental rehearsal was cancelled, but running back and forth from the music school woke me up a bit. spent lunchtime reminiscing about being in primary school hahahahha, that was heaps fun <3 damn i miss all you primary school people...

yeh so after lunch was science, we had a sub and me and viv had issues with what we were doing...we were just jabbering on about how to do things, then we lost our train of thought and confused ourselves. omfg, georgia made an awesome font which i'll actually use...and i wanna play with the font maker now hahaha. p6 was music, we spent the whole time listening to one of the pieces from "my country" by smetana....awesome lesson, awesome music

if i wasn't so fricken tired, sore and crampy, the day would've been pretty good. got my broken bracket fixed afterwards, and here i am wasting time again

xo 

awkward friday...i mean, monday =/

don't really wanna go into full detail on the net, cause that would be mean =/ but today was pretty strange...

pretty much the moment i got to school, all talk was about how a girl fcked her friend's guy. i feel like a bitch for blogging about it but...yeh. i'm a pretty forgive and forget kinda person (if my friend did that to me i'd be pretty pissed off at her for a lonng time though) and i don't like judging people, so i felt so crap for her when she got to school. the feeling of knowing that everyone 1) knows and 2) has just been gossiping about you...that would be shit. yeah it was a bad choice...i havent heard her side of the story and i don't think i will, but i hope the people being nasty will back off soon =/

xo

still celebrating CNY

nobody told me last night people were 1) coming for dinner and 2) it was for chinese new year. ended up ditching it for survivor china season finale (go todd xD)

and today, the trains were FRICKEN CROWDED...most for the cricket, but the asians for the chinese new year-ness. me and erika waited half an hour for min, then waited ANOTHER whole hour for her to actually arrive. hao waited THREE hours, jesus christ...so she owes me few <___<

me and erika tried following the lion but we lost it and played slaps until our hands were numb. well, my hands anyway :)

then, when everyone finally arrived (including jackie) MY FOOT CRAMPED UP GAAAAAAH. FOR AN ENTIRE HOUR!! my middle toe was totally stiff and stomping on it and walking like a total retard just made people stare.

lmfao speaking of people staring, i was talking a bit too loudly about a guy who had a penis drawn on his cast and yeh... someone turned around and was like WTF =__=

err, then we met up with rose and her friends, and then played pool :) extremely unlucky/unskilled today =/ erikas noob shots rubbed off on me and stayed there. the table with the broken light is still broken which i found really amusing :P

theen we walked around aimlessly and went home :) i wanna watch so you think you can dance tonight, cept i gotta get more homework and piano out of the way...gah, weekends fly past too quickly.

xo

routine saturdays

everything has almost officially returned to how they were before. meaning chinese school is back.

watched some random movie with a lot of kung fu for the whole class today, cause we had no books and didn't wanna do anything. its movies like that which make the world think all asians can do kung fu, when really, it's more likely for all asians to be unco. or at least this asian :)

was good to see everyone again, including serena and susan who are BACK :D and hopefully amanda can come back next week without waiting in line for a whole hour to enrol, the giving up :P

do you ever wish you could just break out of the whole "routine" that we all seem to have? get up, eat, go school, come home, homework, dinner, piano, muck around, sleep.........get up, eat, go school, come home, homework, dinner, piano, muck around, sleep.........get up, eat, go school, come home, homework, dinner, piano, muck around, sleep........seriously. it'd be nice to do something out of the ordinary, but im guessing everything would screw up if i did.

xo

strange weather

today was odd, starting from the moment me and steph accidentally swapped PE uniform.

viv turned around and went "steph, you do swimming?!"...we looked at each other and i realised she had my shirt cause i'm the one who swam LOL

PE was meh, it was fitness shite...I'M SO BLOODY UNFIT HAHA. last year i got 6.8 on the pre-beep-test (whatever you call it) and jumped to 7.8 on the post-beep-test........I GOT 6.2 TODAY LMFAOOOOOOOO

i wasn't totally dead afterwards meaning i couldve tried harder...but we had other fitness testings and 200m sprint after that so yeh :] all good. *must exercise more*

watched a random movie in business studies, can't remember much...my brain kinda went numb by lunchtime and then the happy sunny day suddenly turned freezing cold and everyone started piling on their jumpers and blazers lmao :P

maths was maths as usual and science was extremely giddy...me and viv were laughing over the fact that she drew a huge ass arrow from the top of one page to the bottom of the previous page :P bad explaination but it was funny at the time :D plus, we were static electricity shocking each other which really didn't help us stop shaking from laughter......

and now its sunny again O__o washed my hair cause tomorrow's photo day gah. looking forward to seeing everyone as makeupless as possible lmao :P

xo

i hate wednesdays

3 doubles in a day REALLY sucks. i slept an hour and a half more than usual last night, and thank god i did...i felt pretty good when i got to school :D hard to stay focused in double jap, specially when it's not all that hard...VIV W CAME BACK WHICH WAS AN AWESOME DISTRACTION!! haha...she got shelby hello kitty pads! and no, not notepad pads ;] hahahahaha

err, after jap was double science which i was most definately NOT paying attention to. but thank god it was easy/we learnt it in maths. spent most of it finishing the prac due tomorrow meaning i have one less thing to do tonight. plus we finished some random revision questions that are due next week so i don't have to worry about that either :P

english was probably the most amusing cause we were finishing off our declarations. i really didn't deserve getting a perfect score, seriously =/ i mean if you put me next to georgia m...if you put ANYONE next to her, we all SUCK

i loved it when jess g had a voice cold and someone called out

"SHE'S BEEN KISSING TOO MANY BOYS"

then mr s. was like "ahh that's what happens to me when i kiss too many boys too :)" hahahahhaa

and when we were talking about how to get everyone's attention, georgia said her sis randomly said SEX once before an oral (err, no pun intended ;]) and everyone was paying attention. hahahahaha

that's all for today. apart from the fact that im STARVING as usual, and a family friend gave me 2 pens from swarovski .___. they're so pretty i would never use them.

xo

laughing about nothing

don't you just love having fun and laughing for aaaaaages...but then not knowing what the heck's so funny?

best way to kill time. ever :]

specially when you & 1 person gets ditched for chorals 

"that's not a bear"

bwahaha. thankyou and goodnight.

xo

bludge

today. was. awesome.

total bludge...i think i like mondays :] ethics was just watching "a long walk home" and talking more about racial issues...so yeh, practically slept through it :D err business studies & jap...actually that was crap, maybe i dont like mondays haha. 

buuuut music 1/2 was just bleaughing around in the library and best of all was english lmaoooo. we had like 7 or 8 people left in the class cause EVERYONE went to get their new (ugly) laptops :D spent a whole period talking about guns and shiz hahahaha.

so glad that georgia and charlie are keeping their old laptops...makes me feel better about my old bomb + georgia said her sister hardly used her laptop in year 10-12 :D

so thats all =/ did hw on the weekend extremely distractedly BUT THEN i realised we dont have maths today >< which is a good thing i guess cause now i have no work :]

OHYEAH lmfao after music me and erika were a bit weird...our convo was like

me: MY BOOKS ARE SOOO HEAVYYYYYYY
erika: i need the bathroom
me: WHYYYY. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?
erika: errr. i need to pee?

LOL. i love it when you're talking to yourself but it comes out in response to someone else :P

OHYEAH and also...MIN'S BEING ANNOYING AND NOT TELLING US SOME STUPID V-DAY PLAN OR WHATEVER. i have a bad feeling about it =___= but if she doesn't tell then me and erika wont go hahahahahah. we were trying to blackmail her into telling us but yeh, i dont think that worked to well

xo