bit of a personal one here

Most of my blogs are all "what i have done today" kinda blogs...journal entries, if you will

But I suppose every now and then I go through a spasm of mushy sentimentalness where I have to let out my full feelings for anything and everything :P and besides, today was boring so here we go:

At the end of yesterday/beginning of today, I've fully realised how lucky I am to have such a great family that I'm really close to...I mean, some people hate their parents, hate their siblings etc etc, and it makes me wonder why =/ I've discovered that mum is quite okay with anything I tell her, and I'm quite okay telling her anything that's on my mind. Different story with dad, coz he's not around enough, but like I've said previously, he just wants the best for me and I understand that now. Obviously when I was younger (even only a few months ago), all I wanted to do was rebel against life decisions that dad made for me...okay, rebel ain't the right word but since when have I been fantastic with words =___= but you get the drift - asian father wants daughter to be a med student, the daughter wants to do ANYTHING except that. I guess I'm just trying to say I'm so thankful they pushed me as a kid...I hated it back then, I took them for granted and EVERYTHING every kid does when they're growing up. You know when parents say, "You'll thank me for it when you're older!"? Yeah, well I hate to admit it but it's true :) Thanks mum and dad, I love you beyond anything.

Mark...you just called me the moment I finished typing your name haha, it's like you knew I was typing about you D: Just wanted to say I'm glad I'm getting to know you as of lately :) If ever there was a "trip and die, crash and burn" moment in my life involving a boy it would involve me, dad, and a huge phone bill I'll probably come running to you first :) just coz it's so easy to talk to you and I don't think I'll ever work out why that is o_o I love you stacks, and I reckon when I read this in a year's time, nothing would have changed (I have the amazing ability to jinx things so maybe I shouldn't have said that haha). *lessthan*noob3's (STUPID HTML WON'T LET ME TYPE THE LESS THAN SIGN) for life bro, you're amazing and don't think for a second that you're any less than that :)

Irene, you're not gonna read this but I just wanted to wish you a safe trip to Korea :D have a great time, BRING ME BACK A BLACK INKY PEN COZ I DONT THINK I CAN LIVE WITHOUT MINE ONCE IT'S RUN OUT!!!! But, we'll miss you so much omg, it's SO weird whenever a person is missing from our group of friends. Imagine next Tuesday when you're all on the bio excursion...it's only me and Erika left =/ I love it how all of us just fit together in our demented kinda way :) we complete each other, we annoy each other, we make each other laugh til our abs snap...and to top it off, we all have different pms habits (Y) Loud, quiet, girly, dorky, weird, awkward, funny, crazy - we haz it. I always wonder how we'll end up in 10, 20 years time...will we still be as close as we are now? I reckon so, but yeah okay...yeah shuttup, I probably jinxed THAT too :P I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!

So there's my pathetic attempt at breaking my usual blog boundaries :) I fail at using words the way others can...both in textual and verbal format =____= BY THE WAY DID ANYBODY NOTICE THAT I USED CAPITAL LETTERS AND PUNCTUATION IN THE RIGHT PLACE IN THIS BLOG :D :D :D Be proud of me

xo