forever aloooone

Seems like all my friends are getting into relationships (ok its just 2...or 3 friends. or 4) and for some reason its just so depressing to be single around them =__= And it's always like "don't worry Soph, your time will come" ...well I'm not trying to be impatient, but when will that be? and why is it that the few guys that show interest are all so damn weird?! LOL. It's also one of those moments where you think you're over your ex for the millionth time, but then because of all these new relationships all your memories come at you and its just like...uguhhhghuhghghh stupid brain, cut me a break bro!

xo

work hard, party harder

Never used to see the fun in going and having a crazy night out, but I guess I now understand the thing about "once you get a taste of it, you can't stop". Not saying I've been out all the time going absolutely wild, since my night outs have been pretty hit or miss o___o. Coincedence or not, it's always fun when Tamara's with me :D

Still, I'm not sure if it's all about the people you go with, cos a few times I've been out with all my closest friends and I still end up pretty bored. Maybe it's the good conversation with new people you get introduced to because for some reason it helps you to forget about everything else that's going on in your life :) orrr the complete opposite, where you just vent about all your problems to your friends over a $20 cocktail jug...

It's also struck me as weird that last night I had a regular (year 12 styled) 18th birthday party at a friends house with pass the parcel and pinatas like the good ol days and my parents seemed to be annoyed? It was like "why do you have to come home at midnight, when it's too early to cab home but too late for us to come get you!!" ehh I can't even explain what I'm trying to say right now...I feel like there are so many changes happening due to school --> uni transition, but none of it necessarily means *I'm* changing. AHH I CAN'T EXPLAIN IT, I think I should just go study now.

xo

i hate japanese

There isn't even a proper word to express my feelings towards this stupid Japanese oral this Tuesday. It's not even worth that much; I would rather spend my time on my other subjects but my teacher is insane and thinks I have all the time in the world to dedicate ONLY to this stupid subject. Sorry, not the whole subject, just this 12.5% of my study score which in the end accounts to nothing because the scaling will probably account for my shitness, putting the whole subject in my top 4 against my wishes.

At this rate I might as well not show up, it's not like it would make a difference to my mark anyway =__= All I have learnt from doing a language is that NO I DO NOT WANT TO つづけます it in uni despite my fake smile and enthusiasm during general conversation. No praise for my perfect sentences, only "I bery disappointed in you Sopie dis is not good ata all, no point to come see me tomorrow. Eberybody else I bery happy with general conbasation, you must go home and study tonight and tomorrow and see me Friday"

xo

having a meltdown

I'm SO sick of this...clearly I haven't stuck to my plans and all I wanna do is just bury VCE into a pit =__= I'm *doing* work but NONE of it feels productive. I spend 2 hours memorising half my Japanese oral, and forget it all the next day. HOW IS THAT FAIR? Plus I hand in some work to my English tutor thinking I'm awesome because I've actually made the effort to TRY and she gives it back to me telling me that it's not bad, but it's not good either...so its like I wasted my time yet again. Don't even get me started on how I should tackle Chem/Psych, I don't even know where to fricken start...

UMAT was an absolute failure, no chance of doing undergrad med, but that's totally cool with me...sorts out my preference dilemma anyway :P Until dad started adding the pressure and being all like "so you'll do biomed, and then do med right? so if you do science, will that take you to med? how many years before you can study med?". WELL YES I *DO* WANNA DO MED AT SOME POINT IN MY LIFE, BUT IF YOU KEEP TALKING LIKE THIS MAYBE I DON'T WANNA DO IT ANYMORE HUH!

So I got over that pretty quick aha, until today when the topic of VCE just WOULD NOT leave the dinner table. So I ran away and had a cry/vented to a few friends - girls definately being the more comforting of the 2 genders haha.

I just hope all this pressure/stress/work/emotional instability is worth that stupid 4 digit number on Dec 13th

xo

SO MUCH TO DO, SO LITTLE TIME ARGH

August is about to roll around and I'm about to have another hectic fortnight of 2010 :( So this week was the UMAT (section 3 fail) and last weekend was a million rehearsals for the concert...I've handed in no work at school and used the same excuse on every teacher (it's working!) and its making me feel really really guilty...

Chem SAC tomorrow...AAAND Jap exchange girls coming tomorrow! Meaning I'll get no work done this weekend AGAIN because we'll have to take them out, plus I have mooore rehearsals this Sunday.

So I guess I'll wing my English SAC on Monday/Tuesday?

THEN WEDNESDAY IS THE NIGHT OF THE BIG CONCERT! Which I'm yet to write my speech for.....

I might get a chance to breathe for an hour on Thursday night (Jap girls leave) then it's time for a GOOOOOD night sleep so I can have the energy to Scotch formal it up on Friday night :D which yeahh, I'm actually really looking forward to because I seriously need to relax right now AAAAAAARGGHHHH

xo

massive fail

I can officially say I've been to the worst party of my life.

Actually no...I take that back, it was so bad I can't even call it a "party"

SO basically it's ONE BIG MASSIVE BALL OF DISORGANISATION. By the looks of the facebook event, it looked like it was going to be amazing - nicely designed invitation, themed house party, 50 people, DJ and everything. On the morning of the "party", we suddenly got told it was now a BBQ near her house...okay fine, I can handle that. After Robyn's, I went to Lisa's to get dressed up and all of that and we decided just to show up for the house party (cos it was freezing haha).

We rock up to the house, knock on the door and this fobby girl in a bathrobe opens the door

"Hi, is Min there?"

"...umm...no such person exists. Sorry"

.......

So we call Min and she said she was still at the park, but she'll be there in 10

(which apparently means she won't be there for another hour)

Amanda, Lisa, Irene, Juls and I went for a maccas run, and we're joined by Viv, Eric, Steph Ian and Tamara...seriously, this was possibly the best part of the night. We call Min again and she said she'd call us when they get to the house...a while later and still no phone call, we decide to walk back to the house (whilst Ian drove the others back ahhaha)

We meet a whole bunch of confused and pissed off people in the driveway of the house, some people just sitting there drinking on the footpath (classy) and according to Leah, Min talked it out with someone in the house and they were allowed inside the shed only HAHAHA

Someone tried to light a fire, some asshole was going to put an adorable kitty in the fricken FREEZER, weird underage gangstas smoking and generally being disgusting...omg mann! The thing is, I'm not upset that the "party" was an absolute fail on all counts, I'm just more pissed at the fact that Min didn't even have the to decency to call us to tell us what was going on, NOR did she even greet us properly or explain anything when we got there. The only thing she said to me was "Why didn't you come to the park?" (cos you said you'd call us) and "HAVE A SPARKLER, JUST TAKE A SPARKLER!". Like COME ON, we're meant to be your "closest" friends! It got me pretty angry when some total randoms saw us and went "Whoa, MORE people?" ...UM YEAH WE'RE WAY MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOU, WHO THE HELL ARE YOU??

What crappy organisation =__= I was feeling sorry for her cos it was her 18th party, but honestly...she's had ages to plan it, its not like she has no money, stop expect others to do things for her/be okay with her random last minute plans and BASICALLY she brought it upon herself. SO WHATEVER *rage*. School should be interesting now huh...

Aph was just like "just go home. this is a fricken waste of time" so they bailed, Lisa took some people back to her place, and I crammed into Ian's car and we ended up at Viv's house...UM WHICH WAS SO MUCH BETTER =__=

We may not have a DJ, a million people and trashy drinks but we got uno (extreeeme), tim tams, the wii and gossip ! (and the abswing)

xo

the last stretchhhh

So...apparently there's 11 weeks of year 12 left. And as much as I don't want it to be over, I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FRIGGIN WINTER HOLIDAYS!

Unfortunately I have to keep pushing through this last week of term with 3 SACs in the next 2 days. WHAT KIND OF TEACHER PUTS SACS SO CLOSE TO EXAMS, SERIOUSLY!

My mind is on the holidays already...three 18ths, hopefully a trip to Rye, lots of shopping and jamming, and a free 2night stay in a hotel with Lisa. BRING IT ON OMFG! (cos who even CARES about the mountain of holiday homework that'll come flooding in)

xo

yeah, sick

Biro's warning turned out to be true, I'm sick :( Very pissed about that cos I finally had some freedom this weekend, so I could go to a party on Saturday night and go to Belle's on Sunday to pick a dress...but with a sore throat and a screwed up sinus, I pretty much cancelled on everything (including methods tutoring - the only bonus LOL) and tried to recover asap

Which didn't work cos I pretty much got progressively worse

BUT I'm not the only one, which makes me feel better :D Sam's sick too, but her sickness started on Friday, and her voice is all scratchy today - meaning I'll be like her tomorrow :(

To top it all off, I have to audition for orchestra tomorrow, wtf. Not to be up my ass about it but asif she's not gonna let the music captain be in orchestra.

xo

spasmodic

YUP I A+'d that first chem sac :D we didn't get a mark, but there was red pen all over my work...which I dunno if marks were taken off for that but whatever! FIRST A+ IN CHEM EVER

Gran gave me $300 for Chinese New Year D: something about 6 $50 notes being lucky...well...I'm definately not complaining! Also got like $20 from Lisa's fam (thaanks!) and we're going to Bob's* house for dinner tonight so fingers crossed for more money (selfishness WHEE)

Weekend homework checklist

• Japanese pg 14, 15, 16
• Methods Ex 9A, 9B, 9C
• Psych questions
• Chem Ch3 questions

I went to Paicey's office on Friday after school to ask about the combined concert and she pretty much shot me down, but told me to talk to CJ. I'm gonna harrass the head of social service to help me push for this, but so far my chances of organising this is looking pretty bad. Here's my list of arguments when I go propose this to CJ:

• School's 120th birthday, so we should celebrate our relationship with other schools
• Benefits students to learn from a larger ensemble
• Only 2 rehearsals, so it won't take up a lot of time
• Both rehearsals and performance will be held at the other schools so we don't have to worry about booking the hall and opening the school up whatever whatever
• Will involve small number of us, maybe 10 (this is a lie)
• Will be held after the cathedral service, after production, after midyear exams and before the annual concert in the 2 weeks where nobody has any stress (this has to be confirmed with the other 2 schools but who cares)
• In regards to MY wellbeing, I work better when I'm busy (with an A+ to prove it) and I'll never be as busy as I am now with chorals and stuff...

COME ON THOSE ARGUMENTS HAVE GOT TO BE FOOLPROOF! Worst comes to worst I'll haul in the other 2 captains and the 3 of us can just grovel until she caves

xo

*My dad's interpretation of someone's name is usually wrong so I'm not actually sure if the guy's name is seriously Bob. Last time I met a girl called Laura and I called her Laura every time we met at dinners...few months later I find our her name is actually Lorna and Dad had told me the wrong thing. AWKWARD. Also, I've never heard of a guy my age called Bob...but I said the same thing about the name Fred and then whaddaya know I meet a Fred.

one week down

...this is CRAZY

I mean I knew year 12 would be a load, but I had no idea it would be THIS MUCH!

It's gotten to the point where I ALWAYS feel unproductive even if I'm doing all my required homework - it's like productivity comes from the EXTRA unrequired work you do...

So on the weekend, I wrote an essay and did all the bits of homework from 4 other subjects and STILL FELT REALLY LAZY!! I don't know what's wrong with me...

I felt accomplished when I finally finished writing our house's original for chorals. but that was the extent of my productivity.

APART FROM THAT HOUSE CHORALS IS TAKING OVER MY LIFE!

I'm gonna be so glad when it's over (but sad because it's over...) cos I can have my life back. For about 2 days, before I get stuck into organising combined concert, rehearsing for production, rehearsing for annual concert, rehearsing for speech night blahblahblah WHEN WILL THIS END!

Also what's with the "Hello you just started school. I'm going to throw 50 sacs in your face, starting with chem. In 3 days! Oh, and I hope you enjoy the week with 2 english sacs, 1 psych sac and 1 jap sac...and if you're REALLY lucky, who knows? I might just give you a methods sac too :D"

xo

BUT WHY

SUPER annoyed right now

So this is my final year right? The year to make the best out of, the year to knuckle down and study for a number that'll define your future, my last year of childhood and the best year of my life (or so I hope)

RIGHT so every year I do some sorta thing for charity, and I decided (with Viv) that I would do the World's Greatest Shave and actually shave my hair off and raise a few thousand bucks for an amazing cause. After psyching myself out deciding on a good time of the year (after formal...but unfortunately before the Annual Concert, yearbook photos, Jazz Soiree, my 18th and various other 18ths and blahblah), figuring out how long it'd take for hair to grow back, weighing up the pros and cons of being bald...we decided to make it a "public" shave during school assembly so that we could get a donation from everyone at school pretty quick, seeing as we got over $8000 in a week for the bushfires

but guess what...we both asked our parents and both got a flat out "NO"

My "NO" is so definate I was almost in tears after arguing...Dad thinks I'll look like a rebellious streetkid and Mum just doesn't like the look and thinks I have "too many public appearances" this year (what, the annual concert??). NEITHER understand the point of doing this =____= They think there's other ways I can donate to charity, but how else will I raise at least $1000?? Doing a charity run means I donate $30, 40hr famine means begging everyone to give me money (if of course, my parents let me do it =__=)

I dunno, it's just impossible to explain WHY I wanna shave my head...its just I don't wanna go through life the boring way, and a bit of empathy for those who don't have it all that great would be a good experience yknow?? Eauhghh now my reasoning sounds kinda selfish...I told the folks I didn't care what being bald looked like to others, and mum was like "So why do you do your hair before you go out?"

IT'S DIFFERENT LIKE THAT =__= PLUS IF IM BALD I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO TO MY HAIR BEFORE I GO OUT

If I don't do it this year...what, I do it 1st year uni? There's no way I can raise as much money in uni as I could in school...and in school it's like a community of people who'll all know what you did and not judge you, but in uni there's thousands of people who are ready to wtf at you (I know I'm contradicting myself by saying I don't care what people think of my bald head...). 2nd year uni I wanna study overseas and that's even more wtfing...and 3rd year uni means my whole family + family friends will be pressuring me to "get a boyfriend already!!" HAHAHA so yeah. don't think a dude would appreciate a bald girlfriend.

THIS IS LAAAAAAAAAME (I'll get over it eventually)

xo

leadership

Nominations for leadership positions are pretty much sneaking up on us way quicker than I expected...

After a few speeches from various portfolio captains, we got our nomination forms today (after that 2 hours long seminar thingo...gah) and I'm starting to freak out a bit over who will get which captaincy

You know how there's those people that you expect/assume they'll be a captain in year 12? Those are the people that I sometimes think SHOULDN'T be a captain...don't get me wrong, they would do brilliantly, but some people don't realise there are others who are just as worthy =/ I have in my mind who I would vote for, and a few of them go against what the general vote would be. It pisses me off when some people whore themselves out over a position they want, which makes other candidates feel bad/upset

Having said that...I REALLY WANT TO BE MUSIC CAPTAIN! Which possibly goes against everything I just said ^ haha...it's just that I have so many ideas for 2010 and if you didn't know how much I love music then you're a hobo on the street :) Every music captain before me has made such an amazing impression on me, not just because they're some of the best musicians I'll ever know, but they've been such fantastic leaders...apart from my passion for music I don't have that extra bit of *something* that the previous leaders had. So I guess whether or not I get this position, I'll have to find my *something* either way...

OH MY GODDDD I REALLY WANT THIS! I may actually cry if I don't get it T___T

xo

wablup

Leah: ...so yeah, Adam ate the apple...and God was like OH MY GOD!

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA

So I haven't blogged in a while, and I'm pretty much up to my eyebrows in pianopianopiano...had a few mental breakdowns since last Friday when I trialled the piano for the 2nd time at AMEB.

IT. IS. DISGUSTING. I got so angry I couldn't play anything, then bawled my eyes out

Then the next day I had a piano lesson and basically I was too tense/angry and it was restricting my sound, so all I had to do was relax haaaha. Thing is, when you start crying over something (even if it's pointless) you JUST CAN'T STOP. So I was sitting there crying (again), and the freakin plumber had to check some pipes and I was hyperventilating at the piano the entire time...THEN AFTERWARDS MUM DECIDED TO GO SHOE SHOPPING SO I WAS REDEYED AND BLOTCHYFACED FOR THE NEXT 2 HOURS LOL. But I love going to sleep after being worn out from crying...it's a nice feeling to close burning eyelids :D

So now I've calmed down from my mid...life...crisis :P and I have piano lessons every other day leading up to the exam in 5 days =| I'm giving up on house sport tomorrow so I don't injure myself (because my likeliness of injury is increased by 500% when I move faster than a walking speed), and I've sacrificed my Friday night for piano :( if I was free I'd be prepping Min for Scotch formal...and I think her+Lisa+Erika are going to some club/bar afterwards, cos Min doesn't wanna go to a whitepeopleafterparty. And if their IDs fail then LATE NIGHT MOVIE

I'M SO JEALOUS! I WANT OUT OF THE HOUSEEEE

soon

xo

word of the day (thanks cheryl!)

sagacious - having or showing keen mental discernment and good judgement (ie, sensible)

5/6

GMA!!

FARK HAHA

Tech free was absolute FAIL...I tripped over the 1st and 2nd question =___= Pretty sure the first one is wrong...hahahaha

other mistakes that I THOUGHT I was doing correctly but after much discussion with my much nerdier friends, it turns out I was wrong:

1) Surd fraction...I was meant to multiply it by the conjugate, but I just multiplied top and bottom by the denominator haaaha...I got a nice simple number though, everyone else got crazy fractions =/

2) Variation graph - it was y and rootx, not y and x :( But a few other people made the same mistake as me

3) PROBABLY SOME ADDING OR SUBTRACTION ERROR SOMEWHERE IN THE REST OF THE PAPER =__=

It was out of 35...so if I lost 10 marks, it's pretty much a C+ or B...haha

Tech active was slightly better, I cut my finger really bad on my staple though...thank god for Viv and her icarryeverythingincase'ness, because she had a bandaid to stop the blood oozing out onto my exam haha :D

I probably screwed up on one of the percentage increase questions, but it was only a mark...

AND JESUS, THE FIRST ANALYSIS QUESTION...OKAY IM MAJORLY ANNOYED AT THIS

I wrote + 30 instead of + 0.5, because the question said 30 minutes...as in, half of an hour =___= so I made fricken Claire walk at 100m per hour... DAMNDAMNDAMN HAHA

Last question on the exam got me as well

Find all integer values of x for √2√2√2^x

Yeah...I just left it blank cos I didn't know how to use my calculator ahahha

STUFF IT ALL, EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! except for the GAT tomorrow (is everyone writing about George Clooney cos Facebook said so? And if Facebook says so, it must be true?)

xo

word of the day

prerogative - a right or privilege exclusive to a particular individual or class

1/6

ENGLISH SUCKED

SUCKED SO BAD

EFF MY EFFING LIFE

I know I complain about failing all the time, but this time my essay was truly disgusting :(

"Pride and Prejudice demonstrates how money and status can impede the development of true love. Discuss." (some shit like that)

CAN'T IT BE SOMETHING PLAIN AND SIMPLE, OR AT LEAST BE A "DO YOU AGREE" QUESTION?? FAR OUT, I SAT THERE BULLSHITTING FOR AN HOUR, STATING THE OBVIOUS AND QUOTING IRRELEVENT THINGS, LIKE HOW CHARLOTTE IS "PLAIN"

GOD

flip side = lang analysis was okay

I bet it'll end up like last year - the pride and prej grade will be excellent and the lang analysis will be horrible, contrary to my own opinion =__=

I completely wasted today - should have studied for SOMETHING but no...procrastination :(

xo

i need a change of routine in my life

I have the worst cramps right now - heatpack? check

My mozzie bites itch like a bitch - icepack? check

Body temperature confusion? CHECK

(god that was lame)

Last night I finished the entire chem assignment (except for some random questions that need clarifying) that's meant to be due next week...and I REALLY wanna rewrite the whole thing just because I'm OCD about the neatness of my work (or maybe I'm just desperate to procrastinate)

Might be getting the Nikon d60 preeeeeeeettty soon! I've saved up for so goshdarn long, and Dad's going to China for some family legal problems (or something) so we can duty free it and get $80 off. Not really a bit deal, but I guess that's one petrol tank full of petrol =/ yay recession....ha

My life is too boring right now...I need some serious fun/excitement/SOMETHING NEW!! I'm so socially bored right now ahahha. Something in me wants to randomly have a primary school reunion or something people-y, or just GOING OUT WOULD BE NICE. Even though I went out what, 3 days ago :P

I think I know what I want - those stupid engraved round pendants that our little group of friends have wanted for years. YEAH THAT'S RIGHT, I THINK I JUST WANT NEW JEWELLERY LOL

buhbye from the stupid confused girl with 3 elbows and a PMSy brain

xo

today sucked

Don't you hate it when you start a day badly and everything else just fails after that ONE bad start

So my routine after waking up goes like this: walk to bathroom, take out retainer, rinse mouth.

Today, it was something like this: walk to bathroom, take out retainer, rinse mouth with a moth in the cup

WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

You can imagine what it sounded like when I felt something foreign touch my tongue: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *spit*

AND IT WASN'T A LITTLE MOTH - IT WAS LIKE THIS BIG [_____________]

My cup is black, therefore I didn't see anything in it, and I dont need that much water to rinse a retainertasting mouth. I'm SO GLAD I didn't actually start doing that thing where you make water go in and out of your teeth (is this gargling...?) OTHERWISE I'D HAVE BLENDED MOTH ALL OVER MY TEETH EW EW EEWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

I promptly made mum switch my black cup to a bright yellow one to avoid future incidents like this x____x I have encountered a spider in my cup before, but I thankfully noticed it before I gargled

And as if that wasn't bad enough, I decided to go to some random gym class that Susan wanted me to try out with her - it was called "Ultimate Tone" and I assumed it was like yoga :D WRONG! It was fricken aerobics and weights =____= I was SO not co-ordinated enough to do strange steps and spins and whatnot...it was really embarrassing, PLUS we were the youngest there and everyone else was probably 30-70 years old (except 2 or 3). I have the co-ordination to dance (still looking for hip hop classes with Amanda and Lisa!) because the point of dance is the steps, therefore you learn routines from scratch. BUT THIS TONING CLASS WAS LIKE WTF!! EVERYONE KNEW THE STEPS, AND THE STEPS NEVER CHANGE!! THE TRAINER CALLS OUT RANDOM SHIT LIKE "KNEE CURL" and "MAMBO" AND EVERYONE KNOWS WHAT TO DOOOOO :( I just had to copy the trainer, but that failed when we had to spin around and face the back =___= By the end of it, I was sweating SO BAD that every strand of hair on my head was dripping D: 3 or 4 older ladies came up to us and said we were doing well, and made us promise to come back a few more times before we gave up...I'm sorry, but SIF!!!! *RUNS*

(having said all that, I still wanna try the pilates class they have at the gym...hahaha)

In the afternoon, mum drove to Box Hill to continue looking for dresses. Uhh, Asian is not my style kthx. BUT I found a nice pair of black flats for only $30 :D Highlight of my day. Seriously.

OH and I tried to fry a steak, but I left the plastic on the steak (for a few seconds). Yummy =__=

xo

grr

So that chem test I did a few days ago...I had a great feeling about it (minus the silly mistakes), but I got it back today

76% :(

She didn't give me ANY marks for correct method, but incorrect answer?? WTF =__= I wanna re-sit it, but she won't let me cos apparently 76% isn't crap enough. I guess that makes me feel a little better :(

The sad (or happy) thing is - maths is becoming my best subject O.O I seem to be averaging above 90% for spesh maths lately...woo? THAT'S SO WEIRD LOL, I'VE GOTTEN INTO THE HABIT OF SAYING MATHS IS MY WORST HAHA

Only thing I need to get back is my English SAC - then I'll see what my best subject (excluding music) is...hmm

And we also had Jap with St Kevs today - man, no offence but they pretty much all suck at Jap...they actually had to read off a sheet of paper to say "My name is ___" O.O They had issues reading as well...which basically made the whole lesson a bit of a waste of time. Their whole class was non-asian (except one guy that Erika/Bethany/I know from band) as opposed to our class ahahah. The fun part was eating free sushi - which has now given me a sick tummy cos i swear its not healthy to leave sushi in gladwrap for an hour without eating it =__=

xo

(yes, RE is religious education and PE is physical education...none of this "gym" business over here! haha)

frustrating things v1

Chem test was GRRR!! There was one question where I did EVERYTHING right except for SOME reason my numbers turned out to be wrong - ie I CAN'T PUSH BUTTONS ON A CALCULATOR =____= Also, don't you hate it when you write the right answer, cross it out and re-do it the WRONG way?! I DID THAT!!! RAH it's so frustrating... so those two things lost me at least 4 marks, but I love the feeling when you find a wrong answer whilst you're checking your work and correct it :D

I also got 4 missed calls from a private number at random times throughout the day? And Fred called me 3 times and texted me twice - ALL REGARDING MIN. He's gone from a lovely boyfriend to a crazy obsessive stalker to the point where all her friends are annoyed with him =__= I've discovered I'm always the person that boyfriends use to communicate with their girlfriend - a walking mobile phone answering machine if you like. Amanda's always the friend-of-the-friend's-boyfriend, and Erika's the permanent-third-wheeler aaahahhaha. I don't care that I'm the personal messenger but an occasional HI SOPH HOW ARE YOU would be nice, instead of "HEY IS MINS PHONE OFF, HEY DID MIN LOSE HER PHONE, HEY REMIND MIN TO BRING MONEY, HEY WHERE'S MIN GOING AFTER SCHOOL TODAY, HEY BRING A HAIR CURLER FOR MIN"

AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH

so the other day we kinda messed with Fred's brain...

(via sms)

Fred: Did min 4get her fone agn? Can u ask her wats happening 2day?

Me: hello to you too. leah forgot her jumper today :)

Fred: O.o lol soph? Err can u ask min bout afta skool? Ty.

Me: after school amandas gonna go buy asian 2 minute noodles!!!!!

I think he took my word for it and believed Min was going with Amanda to go buy noodles, cos he didn't reply after that

xo

OUT

I REALLY WANNA GO OUT

LONG WEEKEND AND I DON'T WANNA BE STUCK INDOORS

ERIKA IS THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S FREE

MOOMBA IS ON

EVERYONE ELSE IS BUSY, SICK OR HASN'T REPLIED

AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH

xo