i hate japanese

There isn't even a proper word to express my feelings towards this stupid Japanese oral this Tuesday. It's not even worth that much; I would rather spend my time on my other subjects but my teacher is insane and thinks I have all the time in the world to dedicate ONLY to this stupid subject. Sorry, not the whole subject, just this 12.5% of my study score which in the end accounts to nothing because the scaling will probably account for my shitness, putting the whole subject in my top 4 against my wishes.

At this rate I might as well not show up, it's not like it would make a difference to my mark anyway =__= All I have learnt from doing a language is that NO I DO NOT WANT TO つづけます it in uni despite my fake smile and enthusiasm during general conversation. No praise for my perfect sentences, only "I bery disappointed in you Sopie dis is not good ata all, no point to come see me tomorrow. Eberybody else I bery happy with general conbasation, you must go home and study tonight and tomorrow and see me Friday"

xo