HAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAA
So I haven't blogged in a while, and I'm pretty much up to my eyebrows in pianopianopiano...had a few mental breakdowns since last Friday when I trialled the piano for the 2nd time at AMEB.
IT. IS. DISGUSTING. I got so angry I couldn't play anything, then bawled my eyes out
Then the next day I had a piano lesson and basically I was too tense/angry and it was restricting my sound, so all I had to do was relax haaaha. Thing is, when you start crying over something (even if it's pointless) you JUST CAN'T STOP. So I was sitting there crying (again), and the freakin plumber had to check some pipes and I was hyperventilating at the piano the entire time...THEN AFTERWARDS MUM DECIDED TO GO SHOE SHOPPING SO I WAS REDEYED AND BLOTCHYFACED FOR THE NEXT 2 HOURS LOL. But I love going to sleep after being worn out from crying...it's a nice feeling to close burning eyelids :D
So now I've calmed down from my mid...life...crisis :P and I have piano lessons every other day leading up to the exam in 5 days =| I'm giving up on house sport tomorrow so I don't injure myself (because my likeliness of injury is increased by 500% when I move faster than a walking speed), and I've sacrificed my Friday night for piano :( if I was free I'd be prepping Min for Scotch formal...and I think her+Lisa+Erika are going to some club/bar afterwards, cos Min doesn't wanna go to a whitepeopleafterparty. And if their IDs fail then LATE NIGHT MOVIE
I'M SO JEALOUS! I WANT OUT OF THE HOUSEEEE
soon
xo
word of the day (thanks cheryl!)
sagacious - having or showing keen mental discernment and good judgement (ie, sensible)
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