cheesed off, a little

will rant in parts:

1) so i got asked to do a flute part in the middle school musical "the adventures of mr toad" and i really wanna do it...so i asked mum, and she never said no, but all she did was say stuff like "you hardly practice piano anymore, you have to accompany people for their violin exams, you have an orthodontist appointment, you have jruadjkflnasdajlidufhrwf" and all she wanted to hear from me was "FINE I WON'T DO IT THEN!!". i would've taken it if she just said no...gosh, she didn't have to guilt-trip me there

2) I AM SO OVER ETHICS!! YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW RIDICULOUS THE SUBJECT IS AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. if ANYONE out there is considering religion & society for VCE, FOR THE SAKE OF YOUR SANITY DO NOT DO IT!! okay, well i'm not putting you off the subject if you're passionate about that kinda thing, but i SERIOUSLY DO NOT SEE THE POINT/BENEFIT OF ETHICS!! having YOUR moral ethics is important, understanding everyone else's is important BUT THAT'S COMMON SENSE!! you do not NEED to write essays in less than an hour about christian core beliefs and ethical view on capital punishment...WHO GIVES A CRAP, I CERTAINLY DO NOT. christians believe in love and forgiveness and capital punishment is wrong. muslims believe that capital punishment is right because the qur'an states it. VOILA IM AN ETHICAL GENIUS. not bashing religions or anything, but WHY does it have to be compulsory at our school?! unless your future career path has ethics as a prerequisite (i doubt it) then WHAT THE CRAP?!?!

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*breathes*

3) and during ethics, we floated off topic and started talking about our careers again cause more career interviews happened today...min pretty much crushed my idea of being a psychologist :( thanks a bunch. so now i am again unsure on what i wanna be when i grow up. but i wanna know HOW DID LILY GET A PERFECT SCORE ON VCE LAST YEAR?! AS IFFFFF...i looked at the VTAC scaling report, and to get a perfect score, your study scores have to be an average of like 53?! WHAT THE CRAP x2...how can she be so perfect :) get a perfect enter score, perfect study scores, not seem to freak out AND have a boyfriend who....got a perfect score as well =__= HAHA. oh i went off topic, but basically erika decided on marine biology, and i wanna do genetics/genetics photography :) i don't even know what the heck a geneticist does to be honest, its not in the job guide...WHY ISNT IT?! GARBAGE COLLECTOR AND BARTENDER ARE, WHY NOT GENETICIST? i don't even know if i'm spelling it right haha. film/tv production sounds great as well, but asian parents yknow (lol, asian reference ben)

4) yee, and i cut my fingernails...i can't STAND having long nails omg, i can't type anything...just then i tried to type this to viv "fatigue, alcohol and distraction would all slow down the reaction time and alertness would make the reaction time faster" except it came out like this "gsyihur, slvohol snf fidytsvyion eoulf dloe foen yhr trsvyiony imr snf rlrtynrdd doulf mk". i had my fingers one key across while touch typing HAHA....its like i'm typing in russian or something :)

okay, so that's off my chest, back to scienceee. (hey, someone help me with the prac conclusion, cause mine makes no sense) im not that angry but i do dislike ethics a tonne and a half :) ah crap, and maths test on friday. this post is kinda long, apologies. you don't have to read it but i had to type it

soph + wall = bang = screwed

xo